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I don't know how to put this exactly in English words...

I really believe that, if I white it in Portuguese will be more easy to explain... But, I really want you to read and understand me, well will be easy, cause no matter if my English is kind of "not complete" it's like not that good, but you always know what I'm trying to say, you know me well...

Well, I'm Kamilla, 26 years old, living the dream.

I thought that living the dream could be just moving out to a new country... but turned out a little bit different that I thought...

I loved and hated.

I love the fact that I'm starting my own life.

I hate the fact to do it all by myself.

I was lost, and sometimes I was wondering if I was doing the right thing, if was the right decision...

Been alone all the time makes me question things a lot. 

But I always kept in mind that: Things happen for a reason, and at the right time.

My life was a roller coaster, and it's been like this for years... I'm a little used to... but in some point you just get sick of. 

I got sick of.

I was doing stuffs cause was necessary.

And... when they say: when you decide to stop looking for something... that something just hit you hard... and that was what happened to me...

I wasn't expecting, and the most amazing thing happened to me.

YOU.

And, probably you're already tired to listening all the lecture about how amazing you make me feel. And how awesome you're... but babe, you don't have any idea of how fast you make my heart beat, how happy I'm, how special you make me feel, how excited you make me feel and oh gosh, I wished that you could be in my body for ONE SECOND, just ONE SECOND would be enough for you to understand what I'm trying to say. 

Feels like, just saying doesn't sounds like what I'm feeling.

I wasn't expecting, but now, I could say: If in some point in my life I thought that I was happy, I was wrong, cause you're showing me so many things, so many feelings, that it's just AMAZING, and that proves that I'm the most luckiest girl ever, and YES I'm happy, and I know how to be happy, but with you it's a buff, ++++++++++ infinity happiness.  

And I LOVE this feeling.

It's growing up everyday stronger and stronger.

Everyday I'm really sure about us. 

And yes, I don't need anything more, just you.

Everyday you surprises me....

Everyday I'm falling more and more for you.

And, with you, we're complete...

Impress me a lot.

And, I LOVE IT!

I'm not alone.

Thanks for showing up.

And, oh well, I want to make you happy.

Hopefully, happy, like the way you make me happy.

I will treat you very well.

You're my precious.

And I will not let it go.

You're stuck with me babe!

And will be even more awesome.

We still have a lot to learn about each other, but at the same time seems like we already know each other for years.

You're my dream guy. 

And I'm glad for living the dream.

And the dream just became true, and started when we said: Nice to meet you.

07/31/2015.