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I don't know what it is, but it's awesome.

Sweet

- I want you to pay attention on her, make sure that the customers are not falling in love for her.

- But if I'm the customer?

About new days...

Soulmate

- I don't know if I want to ask him if hi's single.

- Why?

- Cause I don't want to say: Hey, are you single? Yes, why? Cause I think I know your soulmate. 

- Geeeez... 

My Page

Então, decidi tornar oficial, essa é minha pagina: www.facebook.com/bebemasjogadrinkbutplay

Tenho feito streaming tem um tempo, tudo começou com a minha amiga Ana Paula querendo jogar Life is Strange, mas infelizmente o PC dela não é muito bom para isso, ela me viu jogando na steam e solicitou assistir, mas pela steam tava muito zuado, ai resolvi criar um canal no qual eu achei que somente ela assistiria, mas acabou que mais gente se juntou e tem um tempinho que ficaram solicitando uma pagina e mimimi, mas eu tava super sem tempo e com net zuada (ainda estou, porque me mudei), e enfim... tive 3 dias offs do job e aproveitei para fazer essa pagina. 

Agradeço muito o apoio de todos, e muito obrigada a todos que acompanham meu blog, vou tentar manter tudo correndo em fluxo em minha vida. 

Enfim.. se junte a minha pagina e ao meu canal... 

So, I decided to make it official, this is my web page: www.facebook.com/bebemasjogadrinkbutplay

I've doing streaming for a while, everything started with my friend Ana Paula telling me that she wanted to play Life is Strange, but unfortunately her computer is not to good for the game, and she notice that I was playing in my steam, then she sent the request to see me playing, but was really bad to watch me with the steam, then I decided to create a channel, but I though that only her would watch, but when I realized, was more people watching me and for a while people was asking me to make a page and mimimi, but I was really busy, with no time to do it and with a really bad internet (still bad cause I moved it), but anyways, I had 3 days offs from my job then I decided to create the page. 

Thanks so much for all the support, and thanks to everyone who keep reading my blog, I will try to make everything ruining good in my life.

Anyways come to join to my page and my channel.  

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- And I go grocery shopping when I am really hungry. It's a bad thing, you are not suppose to do it, cause we spend way to much money. I spend way to much money and they you will come home right? And it's gonna be like, a house full of groceries, and I am gonna to say, I really wanna eat out. 

Save the date.

Sounds really like me...

About being John Snow.

- I don't feel like doing this anymore!

- Doing what exactly?

- Well, all this. I felt like, not complete. Not good enough. Empty.

- Why?

- I felt alone all the time, it's killing me. And I'm just disappearing.

- What you mean?

- Well, I'm not talking anymore, not doing the things that I used to like, and I'm just in my routine. But in a sad routine. Feels like just breathing. Nothing besides that. 

- That's not good.

- I know... But at the same time I don't. I'm back to my own personal mess, the one that no one can understand. I try to be clear... but I can't make people seen me at all. I thought that could've my language and the fact that sometimes it's missing something, but even when I write it down, feels like doesn't makes any difference. I'm glade that I can understand all this, I just don't know where to start fixing. Or, if could be fixed. Anyways... it's just too hard sometimes... I've through a lot. Sometimes could've good having a support. 

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About not knowing.   

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I'm feeling further, feeling further

From you every day

You're in the stars, in the stars, yeah

Your worlds away

I'm moving on, moving on

Then I hear you say

Hold on, hold on

We're losing light, losing light, yeah

We're fading fast

We had a fire, need a spark

Or we'll never last

Just look at me, look at me, I've been burning for you

So long, so long

I should walk away

I'm losing love, losing you, losing everything

Losing faith in the world where I wanna be

So I don't care if the one thing

That's killing me

Is so wrong, so wrong

(Oh-oh oh-oh)

I look at you and

(Oh-oh oh-oh)

I get the feeling

(Oh-oh oh-oh)

I think that I should hold on, hold on

(8)

You're so sweet.

- All part of your charm, heh. You have a lot of things like this. You aren't used to getting gifts. Makes getting you gifts feel really special and nice. You aren't used to thinking you are beautiful. But you are one of the most beautiful girls I've seen, and it makes telling you that really nice too. You have a lot of things like that.

About embarrassment... 

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"I feel like, I'm suffocating in the middle of the street and no one can see me dying."

Beyond the lights. 

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"Can you take a piece of advice from a man who pushed away every chance of happiness because was never enough?!

If is in your grasp, if you know where it's and who is worth it, you should run to it, grasp it and never let it go."

OUAT

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"Você quer protegê-lo... para ele não perder a fé na pessoa que você se tornou. A pessoa que ele sempre acreditou que você poderia ser. Por isso que Emma não pode saber o que eu vou lhe contar. Ela esta finalmente abrindo o coração. E se ela descobrir a verdade, se a desapontarmos, ela perderá a fé em nós. E isso poderá leva-la para o caminho conturbado. Pois quando você trai as pessoa que você ama, quando você as faz ver as piores partes de você, o que você fez, muda tudo. Não há volta. Você quebrou os laços que trabalhou duro para forjar... E quanto mais forte os laços eram, mais difícil são de se recompor... Se puderem ser reparados."

OUAT 

=D

Same shit different day

Do they get a kick outta pushin' me, pushin' me

Got lost in my head

Then my brother said

Take a breath, don't you worry child

Cause you know where ya from

So keep moving on

And go throw on a chelsea smile

My day one rule

Is keeping my cool

Even if I'm broken up

If you blow my high

You won't see me cry

Gotta whistle while you work it

That's why you gotta

Never let them see you down, see you down

Whoa o whoa, yeah

Gotta smile while you're hurting

And whistle while you work it

Whistle while you work it

Gotta smile while you're hurting

Just whistle while you work it

Brush brush, brush it off

I will never let this shit weigh me down, weigh me down

Don't cry, dry your eyes

Keep your chin up and leave it all behind, all behind

(8)

Not necessary

- I wouldn't trade our laughing for any pig naked. And If I have to turn around now, no dinner to come back and make you feel better, I will.

- You're so sweet.

- Really easy when it's true.

About not asking for...

Baggage

"Your baggage is there taking all the space inside the room with now, another girl baggage pushing everything. It's all over the place, and you guys are just kicking everything for no real reason. Mine is big, but it's just mine. No one else. If I decided to hide in someplace, no one will push back to the room, you know where's, what it's, I know also, if I need to run, I will grab and run."

Believe, I will.

Nope

- What you mean it's better for you make my life easier?

- Anyway, to me sounds really clear. I always says to my friends, I'm always not the girl. But fine, I realized this years ago. Sounds like, I'm better as friends, then a girl to get along and see what happens. You're fine, don't worry.

- That's not really what I mean...

- I can't be your second option. I'm sorry.

- I don't want you to be my 2nd option. No one should be a 2nd option.

About letting go...

Flaws.

- But I think you didn't get me, cause you don't know me well. I'm not too weird. I'm the last one to be too complicated. Believe me! But also, my English doesn't helps me a lot.

- Culture is though too. But lots of people that speak English don't get me.

- You're brave dude. Or deep inside, you still have hopes. Well, sorry again for disappointed you, wasn't my intention. I'm feeling really bad for this.

- Eh. You are mad for me. It's sweet of you. I get that, it's because you care.

- Another flaw. I really care, and I can't change that. Sorry.

- Silly to call that a flaw.

About being silly with something that for some people are not silly at all.

Romantic food.

"I enjoy long romantic walks to the fridge".

- Just hold my hand and take me to the fridge! HAHHAHA

- Too easy :p

- Oh my, you think that I'm easy?! How dare you?! HAHAH kidding, but why is easy?! Humpf...

- Ahahah. You are not easy. You are very picky. But knowing how you love food makes romantic things easy.

About food and romance.

Brinner

- Well then, since I'm not having a good day, and I decided to stay in bed all day, this is my brunch. Cause I didn't had breakfast and lunch. I ate snacks before doing the grocery shopping, and I did the squid now, before dinner.

- That's very silly.

- Why? Makes sense to me. Or brunch is not allowed in a different time? Can we call, "dinner brunch"then?

- Brinner? Breakfast for dinner. 

- Awesome, I loved it.

- Except, squid is not breakfast.

About not making sense with brunch. 

Simple

"Marry someone who has a different favorite cereal than you, so they won't eat all of yours".

- Good point! AHAHAHAH This will be one of my relationship goal! HAHAHHA

- Pfffft. That's too easy, if I followed that, I don't eat cereal :p

About no worries. 

Like you

Late night watching television

But how'd we get in this position?

It's way too soon, I know this isn't love

But I need to tell you something

I really really really really really really like you

And I want you, do you want me, do you want me, too?

I really really really really really really like you

And I want you, do you want me, do you want me, too?

Oh, did I say too much?

I'm so in my head

(8)

Silly

Let's be silly together.
I love been silly with you.
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